For Myself

[the171]

I feel like God has abandoned me. I can't hear his voice. I try to quiet myself and remain silent but God stays silent. All I want is to know he's there but I can't. I feel like I am isolated from his love. I don't know how much longer I can go like this. I feel guilt for events that weren't my fault. I feel like I was at wrong but I wasn't. But God stays silent. And I am in shambles.