Tough Decisions.

[LinaSt.Cecilia2772]

I know this might sound a little weird, but I'm really struggling with this and need prayers.

I'm dealing with a heartache about someone. There's this one guy that I've known for almost five years now, and we've been through a lot together. We've been off and on for the last three years, and I guess you can say that he was my first love (I know it's cheesy and I'm probably too young but it's true). But it's starting to reach that point where we both need to move on. It's a little bit of an LDR (long distance relationship) and I don't think we'll ever be able to continue our relationship, even if we are only friends because it gets too emotionally involved. In the past and even now we have always come back to each other one way or another, but it's at that point where we can't keep doing this to eachother and hurting one another if it isn't going to go anywhere anymore. I'm just so confused and hurt. I've been hurting for a long time over this and I don't want to hurt anymore. All my options for my future vocation are still open such as religious life, marriage, etc. Prayers and any advice by PM would be greatly appreciated.

Thank you.