What To Do While Discerning.. And Fear.

[chrysostom]

I've been thinking similar thoughts (I do desire religious life primarily though)...what is of the utmost importance is loving God NOW.  With the aid of God's grace, daily life for me can be a school of love.  If I worry too much about having to wait a longer amount of time to enter religious life, perhaps what I'm missing is not the hypothetical ideal entrance date but the all-important task of doing God's will at work and at studies and at home.