Meeting With S.d And Jealousy/envy

[cmaD2006]

Hi Pham:

I have a meeting with my s.d. to discuss a document I've been reading. I also need to define my spiritual disciplines for this Lent.

But to kind of put a yuck factor to this meeting, I am getting jealous/envious of a group's ministry.

I lost a lot of ground ministry wise when I entered a convent in Argentina, and have never fully recovered. I get some outside-of-parish commitments but they're only a few.

To even get to this point it has been like climbing Mt. Everest and it is only really a tiny hill. And I know that my envy is really anger towards God over lost ground.