Perseverence

[cmaD2006]

Hi Phamily:

I have been asked to delay something that I was wishing for for a year. I think it is justified, considering certain things that occurred recently.

I know God's hand is at hand, but I am very disappointed. In myself. And the thoughts of "I'm never finding His will for my life" is completely enveloping me at this point.

It is another delay in a very long discernment process that started in 1995. I'm upset. Upset at my own weaknesses. And upset at the delays or boulders that come to block the path ... or for example the tornado that I (figuratively) went through that completely destroyed and wiped one possibility away.

I need the grace to persevere, and I don't know if I can. Honestly, I'm at my limit. And I really need His help right now.

Thanks,