Bad Feelings

[OnlySunshine]

Tonight, while I was shopping with my mom, I bumped into one of the nurses I used to work under at the nursing home last year. It has been a year and a half since I ended my employment there, but it was the first time I saw her since the incident occurred. Bumping into her brought back so many feelings of anger and sadness. She was one of the moving forces behind my being forced out of my job. The sad part was that it was little things I was getting in trouble for and I was a brand new CNA with no job experience. I panicked when I saw the woman and looked away. My mom said the woman spotted me too and looked away, so she knew who I was.

I kept asking myself, "Why am I feeling like this after 1.5 years?" I do not have an answer other than it was the 1st time seeing her again. This is something I must discuss with my therapist. Please keep me in your prayers. I do not like feeling this way.