I Have This Big Problem And I Am So Worried? About Confession?

[KarenJoanna]

Since like 8 weeks ago, I have been typing my sins on my computer so I could take it to my next confession so i would be satisfied with how I said my sins. It was like 10 pages long, full of sins and now what I saved on a dvd rom does not open, it just comes out empty for some reason and I have another copy on my computer but I only worked on the dvd copy and all the right information and corrections are there. Maybe this happened for a reason, I have been so worried about making the perfect confession and most sins I typed were venial I think but my scrupulosity makes me think they are mortal and I even count them and i have been working hours on this document and worried so much and now I cant even access it. Do you think that I should work and fix my other copy or just forget about it and only say mortal sins? And are these mortal: cheating in school and copying others, being ashamed of parents, reading young adult books with some impurity that made me sin in thought, Lying but mostly for excuses and to look better, or to miss school and making otehrs like my mom lie for me on this too,playing yugioh cards and loving that show when I was young??? I also wanted to confess my sins before baptism because I believe and that maybe because I did not repent of my sins when i was baptised I was not forgiven, i did not even know that baptism forgave your mortal sins or what was even a mortal sin, I was baptised when 13 of age by the way. Do you think that because i cannot access my document God is trying to tell me to stop worrying because the dvd seems fine, yesterday it was working and the dvd is not scratched or anything that I know of. I need help. Any advice?

[Theoketos]

Jesus be with you.

If there is a doubt about whether a sin is mortal or not, it probably is not.

Do not worry about fixing your computer.

Just go to Confession.

Be honest.

If you forget, go back later and again. (I do)

Seriously, stop worrying and go to confession.

Jesus loves you.

There is nothing you can do to loose God's love.

And He forgives all sins if we only ask.