Personal Battles

[missionseeker]

Please pray for me. Lately I have really been struggling with some demons from the past (not the sin kind, the traumatic kind). I haven't had this hard of a time with them for about two or three years (so I'm due for some emotion/mental turmoil). But this time, it's affecting me in a way it never has before. I don't really sleep, I rarely/barely eat, and I have a very hard time finding motivation to do either of those things. I think that my work environment has been triggering massive relapses lately, and I'm doing a much better job at handling it this time around, but I still kind of smell of elderberries at it. I tend to find myself in a very bad funk or depression and have a hard time pulling myself out of it. I don't think it helps that I know that these things will be issues that I will have to battle for the rest of my life. And I don't think it gets any easier, you just learn to react better or pretend more.

Also, I need a place to live. My lease - which I will not be renewing for many reasons - is up on the 30th. I'm hoping to hear back from apartments this week.


Thanks guys