Unbearable Pain

[Faith 1st]

I have been feeling some unbearable PAIN today

My divorce has been so hard and painful that I feel like I cannot breath.... My Ex keeps saying that I should "just get over it and move on" and I keep asking myself why I can't. The amount of pain I feel if UNBEARABLE.... I feel this heavy heavy pain in my chest I CANNOT breath....

I don't understand how I could have given 13 years of my life to a person .... only to hear him say that "he walked away".... I feel like my heart has been ripped out of my chest... I thought that I could deal with this, I know in my head that this is the best thing that I could do for my children... SO WHY AM I IN SO MUCH PAIN.

The hurt, anger, and pain that I see in my children is excruciating when their dad does not exercise his visitation ....

Dear God,

My life is ripped apart... and I cant keep from focusing on the devastation and pain that seem to define my very being. Help me turn to YOU. No one else knows what I am going through...

And I know that you would not put anything in my path that I could not handle.... but I'm having trouble walking down this path and i truly need you right now because I feel abandoned