My Patience

[OnlySunshine]

If it seems like I've been posting too many prayer requests, I do apologize. Lately, I've been going through a rough patch in my life, and I am nervous about so many things. Instead of praying about it like I should be, I've resorted to being impatient and insecure about the future. The past few weeks, I've been snapping at my dad and mom because I don't have any friends that I can vent to. I feel rather cut off from the world since I am unable to attend my young adult meetings (they are 30 miles away from my house) and I cannot afford gas.

Today was really bad. I wanted to be alone to just think things over and have some time to myself but my dad took off work and hung around the house all day. We don't get along very well. I am trying to work through this with my therapist, but it is taking some time. I snapped at him again today and he has avoided me ever since (understandably). Also, my event coordinator for a demo company I work for as an event specialist called me tonight to ask if I wanted to take an event tomorrow to make some money. I hate it when she calls me at the last minute especially because every event is scheduled on the weekends. I called her back and asked her some questions and accepted it, reluctantly. I need to print some paperwork off the computer for tomorrow that has all the information and instructions for the day and the server is down for the website. I called her but she said to wait a while, which I did. It is still down.

I'm a little worried. The office doesn't open again until 8am tomorrow and the time of the event is 11am. I have to get there by 10:50am to get my supplies purchased so I am on limited time. Please pray that the website goes up otherwise I may have to cancel. I really need the money.