Hitting Rock Bottom

[MissyP89]

If there is such a thing as rock bottom, I'm pretty sure I'm there.

To tell the whole story would both be way too long and infringing on the privacy of my family, but there's a lot wrong. A lot of illness, death, despair, addiction, anger. And at the end of the day, I am always the spiritual backbone. I am the one they always ask to pray.

So I cry out for them until I can't anymore...and for right now, I am spent.

If my phamily could stand in the gap for me and pray for massive healing of bodies and hearts in those I hold close, I would be immeasurably grateful.

And selfishly, if you could throw in an extra petition that I might somehow find a way to cope without losing my mind or my faith over the immense crosses He has given us, that would be great, too.

Thanks so much, all. Peace.

Edited June 19, 2011 by MissyP89