Getting Over A Mr. Wrong

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I've written down eighteen reasons why he is just wrong for me. (There may be more as well.) I'm not being a perfectionist. These are significant issues, one of them being that he doesn't always act like a gentleman. He isn't even interested in me, but in someone else. There have been a couple of times when I've thought that I really have gotten over him, but in reality I can't let him go. He's my friend and I'm not even sure if I can bare staying friends with him. A part of me has this low self-esteem issue where I keep thinking about how the creepy and weird guys like me, but the ones that I'm attracted to are rarely interested in me and usually want to be with someone else. It can be discouraging. I've wondered if there is something wrong with me, that the opposite sex seems to just be blind to the interesting and amazing traits about me. (I'm not trying to sound vain. I just know that I'm a unique, unrepeatable, and irreplacable person.) I've been writing down the traits that I like about myself to boost my confidence, and I wonder why I'm one of the few people that notice them.