Crossroads In My Life

[XIX]

Basically, I am at a point in my life where I am constantly nagged by my own insecurities. I may already believe that I'm a failure.

But...

My life is just one or two fortuitous turns from leaving Satan in an epic puddle of hot, steamy fail.

I don't know how much more of this I can take. I don't know how much more God is going to ask of me. I need perseverance in the worst way. I've been unemployed for longer than I care to admit, and I don't know what is going to happen in the next few months.

I think God wants me to pray for perseverance more than praying for a job, cause I know that the former is in God's will.

thx